David has come through, when he said he was going to eat at Steve’s I almost had a break down, this is because of my fears from a past experience. I asked him if I could join and when he sort of acted ‘funny’ I started shaking fearing the worst about everything, but when he said he’d come and pick me up I was soooo relieved, I have nothing to worry about at all, it’s NOT the same now as it was before, nothing now is like the past and no past events will have their chance to ruin my now.

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