Or not.

I think I might be inadvertently starting the downward spiral of an eating disorder (again), yesterday, post-eating, I felt beyond sick, but not in that “I’ve ate something dodgy which I’ll gaff up” way.  Oh no this was “STUFF YOUR FINGERS DOWN YOUR THROAT BITCH” sick.

Brilliant, I don’t need this drama coming back up or I’ll be back to my “oh you can’t eat that, you’ve had a carrot FAT WHORE” routine.

Oh well, on the brightside I can have that unhealthy “I’m about to pass out and die” look again.  Is that shit back in fashion?

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