Now obviously I have to throw more fucking money I already don’t fucking have at this, of course the road tax is also due (£118 for six months) and I have to get it through an MOT (£45) as well as source three new tyres (~£200/each) in the pending weeks.

Seriously.  WAS I FUCKING HITLER IN A PAST LIFE?  DO I REALLY FUCKING DESERVE THIS FUCKING SHIT?  WHAT THE FUCK!

edit: oh did I mention this is on top of my repayment plan with the council tax, who if I don’t pay up, have a court order to have baliffs to take all my shit.  Then there is the massive debt I still owe and the fact I barely can afford to live anymore.  So no pressure.